Life is pretty much a big hole right now!

For one, job search has not gone the greatest.

Now, looks like I might have to drive cross-country (literally, just a couple hours drive from either coast) and back within the next month.  Nothing certain yet, just enough that I CAN'T APPLY TO ANY JOBS. Grr.  Sorry for yelling, but this is getting so annoying.  I get yelled at for not being able to find a job (online, b/c of my light sensitivity) and just as I was about to send out more stuff, I get hit with having to put it all on hold.  Completely.  And guess what?  Still getting yelled at for not finding a job.  Sick of this.

And no, still no further in finding any kind of 'path' or anything.  I haven't even done the daily tarot card draws this last month. :(

Add to the above that I think my sun sensitivity is bumping itself up another notch (in that I need to find something else to use on my face for when I have to drive somewhere...or break down and do some research into UV tinting for my car...or better, both!).

But, getting some type of job is still the #1 thing, and since the sun thing isn't really 'that' important as it's not like I do stuff with friends (don't have any!), so, yeah, it's pretty far down on the 'list'.